Tumultous thoughts

I am lonely.
I am sad.
I want to be happy but don't know how to be.
Do I know what happiness really is? Not even sure.
People come and go in my life, but seem to go more often.
I feel flawed, unworthy, degenerate.
I hate feeling weak.
I only want the best for those around me.
And yet, I cry inside.

Does anyone really wish that for me?